Don't.

I find myself being so mad when my friend asked me "why don't you just hook up with him" and the him is someone from highschool. She has always wanted to see me get together with him but I've never seen him as anything more than a friend. Friend zone? No. Because now he already has a girlfriend, and she's one sweet awesome girl whom I, as his close friend, approved.

When I said that as a respond, her next respond was "even a married couple boleh cerai" and I find myself gets angrier. How could you say that? 1) I wouldn't wish for their relationship to end, cause I like their relationship. And 2) I've never had feelings for him, at all. And 3) I know what it feels like to chase after a guy who has a girlfriend, and I tell you it wasn't really a sweet journey. Not for me and not for the girlfriend. Which is quite an irony since I've terrible issues with infedility. I pray pray pray hard to God, and I promised myself it would never ever ever in a million thousand years, happen again.

The case might be slightly different when it comes to Zayn Malik tho. He's engaged. Even when he's a grandad with seventy grandkids I would still be drooling over him cause I can bet you he'd still look like a freaking Greek God then. 

Hahahaha kbai.