My heart.

I wish that when God mentions about a pure heart, He's talking about the little organ situated at the centre of our chest. I wish its something physical that can easily be changed once broken/infected/contaminated with all things dunyawi.

I wish I'm one of those people with a pure heart, who never gets angry and easily forgive but I'm not. I'm the total opposite. I'm easily raged, I don't forgive unless that person apologise. I easily dislike people, judging people solely based on my "instincts" from the "aura" that person let out.

I'm just...sigh. I'm a terrible person, when I'm around humans and I'm a terrible servant, to my Lord.