I don't know why I've been hurting so bad lately. Of course in a world so temporary, where you're on no one's priority list, it's normal to be easily replaceable and....forgotten.
I've been crying a lot lately. At times I had to scream at myself, "FOR GOD'S SAKE MADIHAH GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER", forced myself to swallow the big lump in my throat and continue revising for my final exams.
It's not always easy. God, it has never been easy!
I miss everyone so so much it hurts, literally. My chest has been aching since the past couple of days, I guess it becomes more bearable when the emotional pain in converted to a physical one. At least it's justifiable, it somehow felt like there's something real for you to feel and you're not being ridiculously emotional.
I know love means selflessness, but at times we can't help wishing for that love to be reciprocated kan? I wish I mean as much to someone as much as they mean to me, but that never happens. That will never ever happen. All I have is me, and Allah, and no one else. And Dear Allah, please make that sufficient for me, alleviate these sadness from my heart, shower me with Your endless blessings, envelope me with Your love ❤️
I've been crying a lot lately. At times I had to scream at myself, "FOR GOD'S SAKE MADIHAH GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER", forced myself to swallow the big lump in my throat and continue revising for my final exams.
It's not always easy. God, it has never been easy!
I miss everyone so so much it hurts, literally. My chest has been aching since the past couple of days, I guess it becomes more bearable when the emotional pain in converted to a physical one. At least it's justifiable, it somehow felt like there's something real for you to feel and you're not being ridiculously emotional.
I know love means selflessness, but at times we can't help wishing for that love to be reciprocated kan? I wish I mean as much to someone as much as they mean to me, but that never happens. That will never ever happen. All I have is me, and Allah, and no one else. And Dear Allah, please make that sufficient for me, alleviate these sadness from my heart, shower me with Your endless blessings, envelope me with Your love ❤️
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