Emo night, what's new.

Some days I feel like I'm the strongest girl ever, who can conquer the world with one hand and take care of my very own world with another. 

Some days I feel like a pathetic loser who can't even stand when no one is holding my hand, who constantly need to have someone, comforting me telling me everything's going to be fine. 

But I have no one. I can't let the latter constitute too large of a part in my life. I've no one to hold my hand, I've no shoulder to lean on.

I know, some days I can comfort myself by saying Allah is enough for me. But some days, I keep praying to Allah to lend me someone for as long as I need. 

Too many people I miss, too great of a distance exist between us. Sigh